Christmas with me 2015

Hello everyone..!!!

I know that this post is sooo late..

I really feel bad that i couldn't make this post on time, but my life has been like a roller coaster for some weeks.

So, with no further excuses..

Here's my Christmas 2015 video..

Featuring : My big baby, Gembung the GoodPuss, Bubba, and Bibbu.

Enjoy..

That's it for this post..

See you again next time..

Bye.. =)

What I Got for my Birthday 2015

Hi everyone..!!
I have my birthday last month..
YAY..!! errr... Though i don't want to become older..
But, time just flow.. And here i am, one year older again.. 

So, i think i will share some things that i got for my birthday this year..
I love to see this kind video on Youtube, so i decide to share about mine..

First, the shoes...
The pink one is a gift from my mom..
And the black one, i bought because my legs felt really painful wearing my new boots..
So, i got this..
Err... I forgot who paid for this shoes..
I think my husband do..

The closer view of the pink one..

I love bling bling thing..

Well, that's pretty obvious.. =)

Second, the sunglasses.
Hell yeah.. I never ever have a sunglasses before..
I have a hard time choosing the one that make me looks good..
I always feel that sunglasses really isn't my thing..
That i don't look good in any eyeglasses.
But i suddenly want to step out from my comfort zone, and pick these 2 sunglasses..
That i really don't know that it will suits me or not..
I really excited with the cat eye one, it looks very unique..
And i want a classic plain one, so i pick up the other one..
My husband pay for these too, but i choose them by myself..

Third, household things..
The box organizer is from my husband.
He really sure that i should have it from just a glance see it.
He is kind of right, because my craft supplies is lay EVERYWHERE in our living room and coffee table..
I already fill this in, and OMG, he is very right..!!
I want to get another one..!! =)

It really help me with organizing nic nac, and just make life easier..
The other one is a Bubble Bra.
It supposed to help me, because i'm tired of hand washing all of my underwear..
And this supposed to be a bra guard, so you can put your bra in washing machine..
But, it  just so hard to use..
I'm back with the hand wash thing...

Last and the cutest gift..
Cooking utensils from my BFF..
OMG...!!! She's know me so well..
I'm obsessed with bunny...
She got me 3 of bunny themed cooking utensils..
I got a frying pan, an egg mould, and pudding mould.. with bunny in it..!!!
So i can bunny-fied my meals..
Can't wait to use them..!! =)

So, here they are..

Some things that i got for my birthday..

See you in my next post..

Bye.. =)

Wedding Teaser

i got married YESTERDAY...!!!
an explanatory from my previous post which is just contain one sentence...
super busy, super tired, and messed up my mind...

 OMG...!! i even can't believe that it is already happened... =)
the photos are still in process...

so, here's sneak a peek of my prewedding photos...
no heavy edited... only add brightness and watermark...

see you.... =)

OMG

i can't believe TOMORROW is the day....!!!!

Working On My Wishlist no 1..

hi..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm really excited while i'm writing this post...

i finally bought things in my no 1 wishlist..!!!!!!

YEAAAAAHHHH....

so, i finally bought a pair of pointe shoes, silicone toepads, and 2 adult ballet stockings....

and this is the reason why i'm not publish any blog post for a while...

that's because i've been busy of practising....

do the warm up, stretch, etc..

so, my first pair of pointe shoes, is this Suprima Strong from Bloch...

actually i am wearing it right now..

i am doing exercise right after i write this post..

and i must wear it for quite a while before i can do pointe...

the picture above shows things that i got when they just arrived..

for some time, i already attach the ribbon and elastic, and flattened the tip...
maybe i will take some pictures when i wear this... =)

i bought this from d'ballet shop
i REALLY LOVE buy things at this shop..!!!!!!!!
the seller is REALLY FRIENDLY, HELPFUL, and INFORMATIVE
if i need to buy any ballet things, i will absolutely buy from this store again...

i bought this product with my own money...
and my opinions above based on my experience and i'm not affiliated or sponsored by this store..

i want to share something...
 sometimes i really got lazy to doing exercise...
my work finished at 7.30 PM...
in some busy days i just feel really tired after work, and really want to skip my exercise...
but, i try as much as i can to keep it on track...and not skip my exercise routine every night...
here's some videos that i watch everyday to boost my spirit...
all of these dances ARE AWESOME..!!!!!!!!

Autumn Miller - Titanium

Sophia Lucia - Titanium
this girl is hold the Guinness World Record for doing pirouette..

Chloe East -Heart Cry

Alyssa Jose - Heart Cry

so, these are some of my favorite solos.. i have MORE favorite dance videos..
but it will make this post absolutely VERY LONG if i included them all...
maybe i will share with you in my next post... =)

2014 Wishlist

hi, today i want to write about my wishlist...
why i write this post..??
it's actually because i read this post by Sekararum..
i really like her blog..!!!! her style of writing is absolutely honest, interesting, and cheerful... =)
after read her wishlist post... i want to make my wishlist too..!!
so, here they are...

some of them actually i already want since last year or even more..

but somehow i never really did buy them..

*sigh*

1. pointe shoe..

first of all, i'm not a ballerina..

my mom take me to a ballet course when i'm little...

but, you know.. i just got bored..with all the classic music things.. so, i quit..

and then, the course is closed too.. because the owner is moving out..

but yeah... i just want to learn how to stand up using this...and then walk..and i will figured out what next after i can do those two things first..

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and.. don't forget the toe pads.. because it definitely will hurt.....

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2. Heelys shoe

i really want to use these when i go out..

since i can't ride anything..

so i think it will be really cool if i just slide with these from place to place...

cool or weird?? my fiance tells me that it is weird, but i think it is really cool and awesome.. and less tiring than regular walk..

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3. Roller skate shoes...

i really want exactly like in this picture below..

i found it in an online shop, maybe last year.. but i didn't buy it..

and now, when writing this post...

i know that the shop that sell this is now CLOSED..

what @$^*(*TW^RW^&%

arrrrrrrghhhhhh.... where i can buy it now????????????

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4. Hula hoop

i'm not only want this, i actually NEED this...!!

 source

5. Coastal scents 88 ultra shimmer palette

i love shimmer eyeshadow.. and this palette has 88 colors of it...

no need to talk more.. i want this...

 

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6. Pink make up brushes

they're so adorable...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

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7. Brand new sewing machine

i really got headache what i suppose to choose a sewing machine.. 

there's tons of options... and i'm a newbie..  

what i always used is a vintage sewing machine that has pedal on it...

and you can only adjust the stitch length..

i want a new sewing machine that can sew and finish the edges of the fabric too..

it's much more practical than i have to go out and get the edges of my fabric done at tailor..

and then come home and continue the project..

i actually really don't know how to use this kind of sewing machine...

but yeah, if i buy it i must figure it out somehow... there should be a manual book and hopefully a great salesperson, and so far youtube never fail to impress me...

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8. Mannequin
i want one for making dresses...
and another one in my actual size to keep my wedding dress... =)

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 that's all in my mind right now...
see you in my next post.. =)

Liebster Award

Liebster award is an award that is given to a new blogger that have fewer than 200 followers. Liebster is a Germany word that means sweetest, kindest, nicest, dearest, beloved, lovely, kind, pleasant, valued, cute, endearing, and welcome. Too sweet :') 

this time i've been tagged by a pretty girl named Stephanie Lie..
you can check her blog at http://istephanielie.blogspot.com/
thank youuuu Stephanie.. =)

The rules for receiving the award :

1. Each person must post 11 things about themselves

2. Answer the questions that the tagger set for you plus create 11 questions for the people you've tagged to answer

3. Choose 11 people and link them in your post

4. Go to their page and tell them

5. No tag backs!

11 things about me ..

i really love to sleep..

i sneeze every morning

love dark chocolate..

i am afraid to see myself at night when the lamp is already dimmed and i wear a sleep dress..

have 'i could make it syndrome' 

i am 158 cms tall

i am a combination between geek and nerd

i never dyed my hair..

 my favorite fruit is srikaya (sugar-apple) i write about it here

spf junkie

my room is a total mess

and... onto Stephanie's questions...

1. What is your favorite clothing brand?

i don't have any...

2. What is your wishlist currently?
 sentaro no 1 - 25

3. What is your hobby?

 i have A LOOOTTTT of hobbies, but mostly i really really love to sleeping, reading, and cross stitching..oh, and watching youtube videos.. =)

4. What song are you listening to nowadays?

 i really really REALLY like this song...

 this is nigahiga's version video clip...

this is kevjumba version video clip...
both are the same song.. but slightly different video...
aren't they cute?????? and they make SUPER GREAT AWESOME videos
well.. i am totally their subscriber.. =)

5. What is your favorite makeup brand?

nyx

6. Dyed hair or natural hair?

natural 

7. What is your blood type?

i don't know... my dad is an A, my mom is a B, so..i'm an A, B, or AB, or maybe O ... 

8. Your gadgets?

 ?? i use nokia lumia 820.. i write about it here

9. Your favorite food?

 ICE CREAAAAMMM

10. Thing that you love so much?

BOOKS, and my lovely pillow 

11. BB Cream or CC Cream or Foundation?

foundation, but i never tried CC cream so far...

my questions :
1. what is your favorite movie?
2. what is your dream car?
3. shower or take a bath?
4. long hair or short hair?
5. put a picture of your pet
6. what is your favorite game?
7. iOS, android, or windows phone?
8. who is your role model?
9. what do you do in your spare time?
10. cat eyes or puppy eyes?
11. put a picture of your OOTD

and i tagged all of you who want to do this tag... =)
feel free to nominated yourself...
this is my 3rd liebster blog award.. you can see the previous post here and here
=) see you in my next post..

Olalaa~ Silhouette

hi everyone...

today i just post about my random photos at bali..

all of these pictures taken by big baby..

 

and...

suddenly i ask my big baby to take my silhouette photos...

not really a full silhouette photo.. since you can still see my face there.. =)

but yeah..i think it's pretty close and beautiful...

 

 

the next 2 photos which are absolutely my favorites...

notice something new?????

yeeessss... i watermarked my pictures... 

=)

last...

big baby want to say helloooo...

=)

 

Liebster Blog Award

hello... 

today i will post a liebster blog award...

i got tagged by a sweet girl, Sonya from http://ittybittybindings.blogspot.com

thank youuuu Sonya.. =)

1. How long does it usually take you to get ready in the morning? What do you spend the most time on?
    maybe about one hour... i spend most of the time to get out from my bed and release my lovely pillow

2. What was the last book you read and how was it?
   

 

    it's a classic story of king Arthur...

    the story is really beautiful and enjoyable to read...

3. Name your top 3 favorite songs.

 Reflection..  ost Mulan..

my all time favourite song in my all time favourite movie

and my favourite disney princess, and also my favourite hero + role model

    

Lawson - Learn to love again

4. What is one type of makeup (blush, foundation, mascara, etc.) can't you live without?
     concealer

5. Is your room usually clean or dirty?
    dirty..andddd...MESSY

6. If you had to become an animal, which one would you pick? Why?
    i think i will become a white dwarf bunny.. or maybe just a tortoise..since i love to hide in my shell..aka..my bedroom

7. What is your favorite thing to do in summer?
     everything... since it's always summer here...

8. What did you want to be when you were younger?
     i want to be a detective, bakery owner, enterpreneur.. i will launch my 'something' line soon.. =) hope that i really can make it... maybe in the end i just want to be a success person..

9. All time favorite movie?
    MULAN

10. When you have extra money, what is the first thing you buy?
       BOOKS

The Rules:
1. You must link back the person who nominated you.
2. You must answer the 10 Liebster questions given to you by the nominee before you.
3. You must pick 10 bloggers to be nominated for the award with under 200 followers.
4. You must come up with 10 questions for your nominees to answer.
5. You must go to their blogs and notify you nominees.

My 10 questions :

1.  what is your favourite game?
2.  who is your celebrity crush?
3.  add a pictures of place that you want to go badly..
4.   who is your favourite superhero and why?
5.   what is the craziest thing that you ever done?
6.   PC or laptop?
7.   waxing or shaving?
8.   name 3 of your favourite youtubers...
9.   what kind of ghost that you afraid the most?
10.  what is the best thing that you like from yourself?

my nominees :
 http://blackragdoll.blogspot.com
 http://jessicareginajc.blogspot.com
 http://louiethebunny.blogspot.com
 http://usaikitty.blogspot.com/
 http://xiupau.blogspot.com
 http://cutieayumi.blogspot.com
http://rukipelulu.blogspot.com 
 http://glitteryhoney.blogspot.com
 http://baniraguro.blogspot.com
 http://hownowmoocow.blogspot.com

New Handphone...finally -- 1st done resolution

hi there!!!!!

i'm soooooo excited...

if you already read my 2013 resolution...

i said that i need a new handphone, because the old one is always runs out of battery

and it's HOOOOOTTTT..

i kind of afraid that it will explode...

 anddddddd... in that post, i already said that i keep eye for nokia lumia...

and actually i bought the exact phone type..and exact color that i added to my post here

i bought red nokia lumia 820..

i go search to many stores in my city..

and no shop had ready stock in red colour...

they just have black / white...

aarrrrhhhh...

i must indent if i want the red ones...

my big baby convince me to buy the black / white and then use red jelly case...

but, due to my stubbornness...

i want the RED oneeeeeeeeee....

and i choose to indent...

here's the pictures...

the box

the phone
 

i found out that the size of this phone is pretty big...
but..still ok.. i think..

here's my personalized menu
see that i have a heart in my battery, that because i activate my battery saver...
i think that's sooooooo cute.... 
i have a heart on my battery... =)

first of all...
the applications that are available are not as many as there are in android or mac..
a lil bit sad because of this... =(
but that's still okay i think...

i already realized when i decided to buy this..

but, honestly i still surprised with amount and variety of applications that available..

i try to download some application and games...

and......i already have my favorite game!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it's fruit link!!!!!!!!!!!!!



it comes with 3 mode...
and each of them has 30 levels..

here's the easy mode..
i already finished them...

here's the classic mode..
somehow the 5 highest level aren't mark by stars.. but count by time that we have to finish...

the last... challenge mode..
 until now i can't pass the 30th level!!!!!
it's not the end....yet....
honestly i finished the 1st level by luck...
and i think i need that luck again to finish this game...

wish me luck...
...XO...

Fave Song!!!! ~ Dark Side

hi everyone...

i just listen to this song when i'm playing ayo dance online..

and

i really really like this song...

both the rhythm and lyrics..

it's dark side by Kelly Clarkson..

There's a place that i know 

it's not pretty there and few have ever gone

if i show it to you now will it make you run away

 
or will you stay 

even if it hurts  

even if i try to push you out 

will you return? 

and remind me who i really am 

please remind me who i really am

 
everybody's got a dark side 

do you love me? 

can you love mine? 

nobody's a picture perfect 

but we're worth it you

know that we're worth it 

will you love me? 

even with my dark side?

 
like a diamond 

from black dust 

it's hard to know 

what can become 

If you give up 

so don't give up on me 

please remind me who i really am

 
everybody's got a dark side 

do you love me? 

can you love mine? 

nobody's a picture perfect 

but we're worth it 

you know that we're worth it 

will you love me? 

even with my dark side?

 
don't run away 

don't run away 

just tell me that you will stay 

promise me you will stay 

don't run away 

don't run away 

just promise me you will stay 

promise me you will stay

 
will you love me? 

ohh
everybody's got a dark side 

do you love me? 

can you love mine? 

nobody's a picture perfect 

but we're worth it 

you know that we're worth it 

will you love me? 

even with my dark side?

don't run away

don't run away

don't run away

promise you'll stay

for this past few months until now..

i feel worried about my past...

there's many memories about my past came inside my head..

and all memories that come isn't the pleased ones..

it's past.. but i'm think that it will give a really big effect on my present and future life...

i don't know why that memories is just came from few months ago..

where's that memory before????

why i didn't realize it before???

why it just came after all of this??

or

why even i have to remembered that???

why can't i just forget it forever??

or

why it's happened??

why it's happened to me?? *just classic questions..*

or

does it really happened??

or it just in my mind??

i'm not sure that is really happened that way.. i remembered but it just shadow...

*sigh* if i know that it is very important..i will remember it much more better..

at that moment i don't know what it is..

if that's really happened..i really don't think i can forgive....

and i'm afraid to face it..

My 2013 Resolution !!!!!

hi guys.. 

today i will post about my resolution for the year 2013..

somehow i believe that if i talk to someone / some people what i will gonna do,

it will make me really did it..

or try to did it.. maybe i fail.. but actually i did try..

so, onto the list..

1.       Learn to drive

2.       Cook more and more!! There’s soooo many kind of food out there.. 

 this maybe take my whole lifetime

3.       Tidy up my bedroom…  it’s a mess..total mess…

*as always*

4.       Forgive and forget.. this is really really hard… I already tried this for years and years…  but so.. yahh..  I’m just thinking that I’m also not a perfect person. I made mistakes too. I hurt people too. And I’m hoping that they’re will forgive me.. so, I think that how can you want other people to forgive you but you won’t??? that’s just sounds not right

5.       Laser my armpit.. hahaaa.. 

just got tired of shaving...

6.       Start my own bussiness.. 

though i still confused to choose... =(

7.       Buy a new handphone.. mine’s now is always runs out battery and hot like an iron..

*a brand new nokia lumia maybe??*

 

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8.       Doing more work out

actually i do looooovvveee doing workout.. i usually did aerobics near my house.. that makes my skin PERFECT !! and combo with mask and scrub your face once a week.. your skin will absolutely georgeus!!!!!!! no acne, no pimples, no comedoes.. just clear, bright, and smooth face skin..

but  i got busy these days..and there's no time for work out..

  

9.  Blog more..

sooo... end of the post...

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to all of YOU !!!!

see you next year !!!

and

happy holidays

XXOO