Fave Song!!!! ~ Dark Side

hi everyone...

i just listen to this song when i'm playing ayo dance online..

and

i really really like this song...

both the rhythm and lyrics..

it's dark side by Kelly Clarkson..

There's a place that i know 

it's not pretty there and few have ever gone

if i show it to you now will it make you run away

 
or will you stay 

even if it hurts  

even if i try to push you out 

will you return? 

and remind me who i really am 

please remind me who i really am

 
everybody's got a dark side 

do you love me? 

can you love mine? 

nobody's a picture perfect 

but we're worth it you

know that we're worth it 

will you love me? 

even with my dark side?

 
like a diamond 

from black dust 

it's hard to know 

what can become 

If you give up 

so don't give up on me 

please remind me who i really am

 
everybody's got a dark side 

do you love me? 

can you love mine? 

nobody's a picture perfect 

but we're worth it 

you know that we're worth it 

will you love me? 

even with my dark side?

 
don't run away 

don't run away 

just tell me that you will stay 

promise me you will stay 

don't run away 

don't run away 

just promise me you will stay 

promise me you will stay

 
will you love me? 

ohh
everybody's got a dark side 

do you love me? 

can you love mine? 

nobody's a picture perfect 

but we're worth it 

you know that we're worth it 

will you love me? 

even with my dark side?

don't run away

don't run away

don't run away

promise you'll stay

for this past few months until now..

i feel worried about my past...

there's many memories about my past came inside my head..

and all memories that come isn't the pleased ones..

it's past.. but i'm think that it will give a really big effect on my present and future life...

i don't know why that memories is just came from few months ago..

where's that memory before????

why i didn't realize it before???

why it just came after all of this??

or

why even i have to remembered that???

why can't i just forget it forever??

or

why it's happened??

why it's happened to me?? *just classic questions..*

or

does it really happened??

or it just in my mind??

i'm not sure that is really happened that way.. i remembered but it just shadow...

*sigh* if i know that it is very important..i will remember it much more better..

at that moment i don't know what it is..

if that's really happened..i really don't think i can forgive....

and i'm afraid to face it..

Looxperiments - Sweet Lolita

hi guys..

today i did a look challenge in looxperiments

i already followed it for such a long time ago..

looxperiments usually had a make up challenge every month..

but i never participated in it.. i just take a look..

sometimes i feel i want to join in the challenge..

but i never make it...

but today i make it..

actually the deadline is today at 00:00 

and now is 22:58..

omigosh  >.<

the challenge is Lolita !!

how cuteeeee!!

so i decided to make it today...without knowing that the deadline is actually today...

*writing at maximum speed*

so, just to the point..

here's my sweet lolita looks...

well.. i hope it looks like sweet lolita's look...

detailed eye make up

*note: i'm not too good in make up*

*especially eyeshadow, eyebrow...etc*

 more pictures..

i sent this picture to my big baby...

and his first reaction is "whatzzzz????"

eh...really sounds not good.. 

 

so, what do you think???

 

*hosh hosh... i made iittt... now 23:17*

"Bling" Laptop

actually i had 'blink' my laptop for sooooooooo long..

and already took some pictures of it...
but i just forgot in what folder i put it in..
my HD organization is super ultra mega messy...

and i just found these pictures now!!!!!
almost 4 years later... from the time i just bling it...and desired to write a blog post about it..
hahaa.. *i think i really need to organized my HD*
but until now it still bling anyway...

here's the pictures !!!

my BLING white Asus

*closed*
i bling the brand name... ASUS..
i used pretty good bling for this.. they have pretty good luster..
they still bling until now.. still shiny, still in place... PUURRFEECTTTOO

i feel like i have a new special limited edition laptop with diamonds..
*it looks like a special limited edition righttt??? i had some people ask about it*
but actually it's a DIY..
cheap but looks expensive..
yeahh i lovveee itttt...
and the good news is..
ONLY ME who has it... i never seen another person has bling laptop like this from then until now..

 i am not satisfied by just bling-ing the up side of my laptop..
i also bling the keyboard...
actually i want to bling the left and right button..
but, if i did it, the bling will hit the screen..or webcam... and it can't closed properly...
but not with the keyboard... yes.. i already measured it and make sure that the bling will not touch the laptop screen when it's closed.. this is important.. nobody want to scratch their laptop screen..

so, this is my laptop..
accompany me when i'm struggle in university..
and my entertainment when i'm get bored..
and the one that i still use right now...