Thursday, February 8, 2018

Just a Piece of Mind

  1.  First thing first I'm a say all the words inside my head. I'm fired up and tired of what the things have been
  2.  Second thing second don't you tell me what you think that i can be. I'm the one at the sail. I'm the master of my sea
Imagine Dragons - Believer

        Is life fun? Is life exciting? Why do we exist? Why we don't have the life that we wanted? Why we can't decide what we gonna do with our life? Can we just stop listen to what other people said? What is your life purpose?
        A lot of things scrambled in my head. I will share some my point of view as an adult woman with biological expiration date. That thing made by society and culture based on where i currently live. There are some people that believe breeding is their main life purpose, the only life goal. Yes, everyone have their own purposes about life. And that's okay, but you do you and i do mine.
        If life isn't enjoyable, why would you make another life? Do you want your kid to live miserably? When i see married couple without any kids, i am really okay with that. But a lot of people here will see their life as very miserable, very pathetic. In my opinion, if you just want kids, actually you don't have to be marriage to have one. There's a lot of babies thrown away, killed, and many more in orphanage. But in here, most people married in purpose to have kids.
        Why a lot of people think like that?? There is a proverb said, that a lot of kids will get you a lot of fortune. Well, maybe the proverb is valid back then. But now?? Err... I don't think so. Some people having kid as an investment. The kid have to return the favor for being raised after they grown up. They have to take care of their parents when they get old. Some others have just because of the cutesy. Maybe another one have due to the pressure from family, society, and culture; some even have beyond logic reasons (in my opinion).
        If you married but don't have any kid, then it is THE END OF THE WORLD. This is a giant disaster, YOUR LIFE IS END, there's NO FUTURE for you. Like 'Man, you need to toss her away. She's useless. A woman that can't produce kid is have no value at all'. Some will divorce because they believe that their partner cannot give any kid. And get another partner for marriage, that they hope is more fertile than the one before.
        As a married woman for some years and still didn't produce any kid. Almost every person that i met feel pity for me because of that. Heard every person lectures here and there, the tips and tricks, etc. There are a few that do ask, and really understanding. Though some start the lectures right away. I know that some of them have good intentions. But it's not the end of the world, my life isn't miserable because of that. It is my decision for my own life. I have my own considerations about why i am not having kid yet. The considerations that they don't know. Even some people will think it unacceptable.
        Actually i don't like kids, children, toddler, whatever. It's known as evil and against nature. I'm not that excited for having kid. But if i am going to have one, i want to prepare the best for my kid. Realizing that my kid is not an investment, or for cutesy, or come because of pressure from others, or deadline of my biological expiration date. I want to be fully ready and prepared. I hope that my kid will have a nice world to live in. Also being a parent is a gigantic commitment and responsibility, so the world will get a good human being. A kid never ask for a life. But once they had, they have to struggle to survive no matter what.

The sun goes down and it comes back up
The world, it turns no matter what
Steve Aoki - Just Hold On

That's some of my tangled thoughts.
Now let's listen to some of very good music below..

Monday, February 5, 2018

Review - Maybelline Color Show Nail Polish no 002 Pinkalicious

Hi everyone..!!
So, after neglecting my nail quite a while..
I decide to give them some love and make them look beautiful..

I really LOVE pink nail polish..
And today the choosen one is this Maybelline Color Show Nail Polish in 002 Pinkalicious..

It's quite small and handy..

The swatch on my nails..
The finish is quite metallic, i'm surprised that it look a little bit pale when applied..
Note : I only applied one coat.. and i didn't use any topcoat..

Here's the closer look..
A blue based pale pink with metallic finish..

So far this nail polish stay 3 days before chipping..
And i do household work, like dishes, and some laundry by hand..
So i think it's pretty good..
I got this for IDR 30.000 or about USD 2.28

Monday, February 27, 2017

February 2016 Haul

Hi everyone..!!
Here's my February haul.. =)

1. Banana Boat Ultra Protect Faces Sunscreen Lotion SPF 50 PA++++
This is my favorite face sunscreen that i use every single day..
This is a repurchase..
I got this for IDR 100.100 or about USD 7.49

2. Nivea Dry Comfort Deodorant
Ehem.. This is also a thing that i use every day..
I got this about IDR 10.000 or about USD 0.75

3. Real Techniques Miracle Complexion Sponge
I really curious about this, since i heard a lot of good reviews about it..
And it much more cheaper than beauty blender..
So, i will give it a try..
I got this for IDR 139.900 or about USD 10.47

4. Hula Hoop
As i getting older..
I realized that my waist is getting thicker than before, even my weight is remained the same..
And i just got my hourglass shape.. *in my opinion*
So, in order to maintain my *hourglass shape*
I will hula hoop-ing, i guess..
I got this for IDR 83.900 or about USD 6.28

5. NYX Lingerie Liquid Lipstick in Exotic
I know that liquid lipstick is a huge hype back then..
This is my first liquid lipstick, i guess i just late for the hype..
I got this for IDR 140.000 or about USD 10.48

6. Garnier Micellar Cleansing Water
I really curious about this product, since i heard so many good things about this..
I got this for IDR 35.000 or about USD 2.62

7. Banana Boat Ultra Protect Sunscreen Continuous Spray SPF 50 PA++++
My favorite sunscreen in a hurry..or when i'm not in the mood to apply lotion..
I got this for IDR 190.500 or about USD 14.26

8. Fladeo Handbag
Well, i need a new handbag..
Some of mine are just teared up, flaked off, etc..
And the biggest reason why i need this, because it's on special price..
I got this for IDR 200.000 or about USD 14.97
and the normal price is about IDR 699.000 or USD 52.31
Well, i think that's a good deal..

That's it for this post..
See you again next time..
Bye.. =)

Saturday, January 14, 2017

December 2016 Empties

Hi everyone..
Today i will share some product that i have finished..

Let's go to details..

1. Nexcare Acne Cover
My holy grail product for my 'sometimes' big bold acne..
I reviewed it here
But now the price already goes up pretty high..
So i don't think i will purchase this soon..

2. Nivea Daily Protection Sun Lotion SPF 25 PA++
I quite like this..
But i don't repurchase because i have another body lotion to finish..

3. Pixy Eye & Lip Make Up Remover
I use this almost every day.. And i super love this..!!
Repurchase already.. =)

4. Pigeon Facial Foam
My current facial wash..
This face wash is very gentle and it made for all skin types..
Actually that 'for all skin types' sold me.. =)

5. Banana Boat Ultra Protect Sunscreen Lotion SPF 50
My favorite sunscreen on the go..
Repurchase? Yes

6. Mustika Ratu 2 in 1 Face Cleanser
My favorite 2 in 1 face cleanser..
Repurchase? No, i want to try cleansing water that i have bought already..

7. Cussons Baby Powder
I use this on it's own on my body.. Whenever i feel itchy..
I use this as my make up setting powder..
( I mix this with 2 of my loose powders that are too dark for my liking.. )
That's why i have 2 of these, one in my bedroom and the other in my dressing room..
Repurchase? I already have baby powder from another brand..

So, that's all my finished products..
What products that you finished this month?
Tell me, i'm curious.. =)
See you in my next post..
Bye.. =)

Friday, December 30, 2016

December 2016 Haul

Hello everyone...!!!
After being MIA for a moment,
today i will share some products that i bought a while ago..

1. The Body Shop Camomile Silky Cleansing Oil
I really curious about the hype of cleansing oil..
And so far this is the only cleansing oil that i can found in my hometown..
I got this for IDR 199.000 or about USD 14.81

2. Nivea Make Up Clear Cleansing Water
Also, cleansing water is just such a hype..
And my favorite milk cleanser from Nivea is discontinued.. *sigh* why ohh whyyy...
So, just try this one i guess.. 
I got this for IDR 42.500 or about USD 3.16

3. Pixy Eye & Lip Make Up Remover
Because one is never enough..
This is an always repurchase..
I got this for IDR 22.000 or about USD 1.64

4. Biore Pore Pack
I need this..
I got this for IDR 13.500 or about USD 1

5. Clean & Clear Active Speed Clearing Acne Gel
This is a must in my skincare routine..
This is an always repurchase..
I got this for IDR 24.000 or about USD 1.79

6. The Body Shop Tea Tree 3-in-1 Wash Scrub Mask Sample
I got this for free when i bought the cleansing oil..
So far pretty curious about the 3 in 1 system..

That's it for this post..
See you later.. Bye.. =)