October 2018 Haul

My beauty related haul from last month.

1. Senka Perfect Whip

    My current facial foam. I use this every day and night. I LIKE this. I have to buy 2 to get free shipping. Price : IDR 61.750 or USD 4.13 each by Senka Official Store at Tokopedia.

2. Nivea Eye Make-Up Remover

    My favorite eye make up remover at the moment. I always have a backup. Price : IDR 45.000 or USD 3.01.

3. Nivea Sun Protect & White SPF 50 PA++

    I think my skin needs a break from my usual banana boat face sunscreen. So i will try this one out. Price : 136.300 or USD 9.11.

4. L'oreal Revitalift Eye Cream

    This is a repurchase. I like this! I can see the lifting effect. Price : IDR 117.500 or USD 7.86 after discount at Shopee Mall.

5. L'oreal Revitalift Day Cream SPF 23 PA++ 

    I bought this because i LOVE the revitalift eye cream. Price : IDR 86.200 or USD 5.76 after discount at Shopee Mall.

6. Olay Regenerist Micro Sculpting Serum

    I LOVE the day cream from this series. So i wonder maybe i will love the serum too. Price : IDR 142.000 or USD 9.49 after discount at Shopee Mall.

7. Vaseline Healthy White Lotions

    My everyday and night body lotion.

8. Vaseline Sunblock SPF 30

     I use this when i just planning to spend an hour or two at the local beach in the afternoon or morning. I think it's a good product with a good price. Price : IDR 37.300 or USD 2.49.

October 2018 Empties

1. Vaseline Healthy White UV Lightening

     My go to hand and body lotion. I never run out of this. Already repurchase.

2. Pigeon Facial Foam

    It's a pretty good facial foam. Very mild and produce small bubbles.

3. Banana Boat Ultra Protect Faces SPF 50 PA++++

    My go to face sunscreen.

4. Vaseline Healthy White UV Lightening

     I already peel and wash to reuse the bottle. It is the same as product number 1.

5. Olay Anti Ageing Eye Cream

    Pretty good eye cream. Feels really moisturizing. But i couldn't find it anymore. So i already bought another eye cream.

6. Olay Total Effects 7 in One Anti Ageing + Fairness Cream

    This is a hype product that i don't understand. Or maybe it just not for me.

August 2018 Haul

1. Guardian Facial Mask - Firming Pomegranate
     Firmiiiing.. Since i'm not a teenager anymore.. sigh..

2. St. Ives Oatmeal Scrub + Mask
    A 2 in 1 product, and i need a gentle face exfoliator. Price : IDR 76.900 / USD 5.26

3. Garnier Pure Active Matcha Deep Clean Clay Mask
    Really curious about the onsen warming effect.

4. Garnier Skin Naturals Serum Mask Sakura White
     A new product from Garnier. A lot of people seem to like this.

5. Loreal Revitalift Anti Wrinkle + Firming Eye Cream
    So i can be forever young. I got this for IDR 175.500 / USD 12

6. Vaseline Repairing Jelly
     The multi purpose petroleum jelly that everyone love. Price : IDR 33.000 / USD 2.26

7. Olay Regenerist Micro Sculpting Cream
    I want to add more anti aging product to my routine. I want to be forever young. Price : IDR 77.000 / USD 5.27

8. Nivea Double Effect Eye Make Up Remover + Nivea Make Up Clear Micellar Water
    I love the eye make up remover. I got this bundle for IDR 47.000 / USD 3.22

9. Hada Labo Ultimate Anti Aging Lotion
    More anti aging product, and i never try Hada Labo products before. They seem to be quite popular though. Price : IDR 55.000 / USD 3.76

10. Elder Flower Firming Eye Mask
      Forever young du du du du du du du duuu... Forever youngggg... I need to look forever youuunngg.. Blackpink is the revolution..

11. Karados Cherimoa Aloe Mask
      Girlssss wanna have some fuuunnn... We want to look youunngg... Girlss, wanna have some fuunnn..we ain't done done done...

Can or Can't

Hello readers..

        Today i want to share some of my thoughts. I want to write about this, but in the same time i really confused about how i gonna write this. What i should write first, and how to describe this, combine with worrying about my grammar and vocabulary. 

        

        The first time i saw this video, i was amazed, 'wow'ed, and got goosebumps. And my mind got altered after that moment. She is gorgeous, confident, and rockin'. 

        There are also another person that inspired me. Back in the day when i work as a shopkeeper. There is a customer that very inspired me. She doesn't have right arm. Yet she can ride motorbike and do wholesale buying for her stall. She won't take a long time at the cashier, because she already prepared her belongings very organized and reachable for her. Sometimes when she bought things that heavy or too large to be hold by one hand. She would ask the staff nicely, 'can you help me carry this to my motorbike please?' But if she can bring it by herself, she would say that she's okay, she is able to do it. And the staff can continue to serve the next customer.

        I don't know about the common things at other places. But when the stigma here that disable is meant to be a very pity, useless, etc. Then i meet her, and i'm not seen her on tv, she's not far away, she's there right in front of my own eyes. I think that experience do make me think that the stigma is not right. Everything is depend on the person. And i met some amazing persons that broke that stigma, people that do their best, and don't want you to feel pity about them.

        I see that there are also some disable people (even people pretend that they're disabled even though they're not) to gain more sympathy in order to get money. And i think it's more common to see that in our environment / society. But not everyone is like that.

See ya

Bye

April 2018 Empties

1. Nivea Make Up Clear Cleansing Water

    Errm.. Not my favorite. It's not that bad i think. But i have tried some products that works better than this.

2. Vaseline Healthy White UV Lightening Lotion

     My daily body lotion. Got back up already.

3. Dove Beauty Moisture Facial Cleanser

    I used this back then (some years ago) and then it's discontinued. And just released again like some months ago.. Back then i was so pissed off when it discontinued, and i have to search and go trial and error for another facial wash. But now after i tried this again, it doesn't catch my heart.

4. Pigeon Facial Foam

    Personally i prefer this one. I like this. It feels really gentle. I don't feel like there is a soap residue after washing it off, and not pulled my skin either.

5. Dove Ultimate White anti-perspirant

6. Nivea Lip Balm

    My favorite lip balm !!! I'm gonna repurchase this.

Okay, that's it..

See ya

April 2018 Beauty Haul

Straight to the haul..

1. Senka Perfect Whip
    I heard a really good review about this facial foam. It is manufactured by Shiseido (known as a high end Japanese beauty brand). Senka is one of the child brand from Shiseido, that is way more affordable. I got this on sale for IDR 47.200 or about USD 3.40.

2. Nivea Double Effect Eye Make-Up Remover
    This is a new product from Nivea. I have a high hope for this product, since i love the Nivea cleansing milk so much. I got this for IDR 55.000 or about USD 3.96.

3. Nivea Make Up Clear Cleansing Milk
    I hope that this is just a repackage of Nivea Refreshing Cleansing Milk. I got this for IDR 31.500 or about USD 2.27.

4. My Beauty Diary Collagen Firming Mask
    I am a newbie in sheet mask world. I heard that this brand is a famous Taiwanese brand for sheet mask. Please correct me if i'm wrong. As i'm aging, i want to add some firming skincare to my routine. I got 2 of this for IDR 32.900 or about USD 2.37.

5. Misslyn Lipstick - 103
    For such a long time. I really really hate dark colored lips. I always love the nude, nude pink, mlbb lip color. I even don't like red / orange / bold lip color. But recently i find myself really attracted to dark goth vampy look. The color 103 look like a dark maroon with some hint of brown. I got this at clearance section for IDR 31.500 or about USD 2.27, the original price was IDR 105.000.

6. Make Over Ultra Hi-Matte Lipstick - 017
    After searching everywhere, i finally found and bought a black lipstick. I got this for IDR 89.000 or about USD 6.40.

Well, that's it..
See ya

March 2018 Empties

  1. Nivea Lip Balm - Rose
      I LOVE LOVE LOVE Nivea lip balm.

  2. Acnes Spot Care
      My alternate acne spot gel, i used this when my acne become resistant to my usual Clean & Clear acne gel.

  3. Clean & Clear Active Clear Speed Clearing Acne Gel
      I finished 3 of this product. This is my go to acne gel. But i already used it for so long ( years ) that i think my acne got immune from this. But usually it will works again after i stop using it for some months.

  4. Vaseline Healthy White SPF 24
      2 of my go to hand and body lotion.

  5. Revlon Lip Make Up Remover
      I LIKE this..!! But it's discontinued..

  6. Maybelline Baby Lips - Anti Oxidant Berry
      I quite like this.

  7. Pigeon Baby Powder - Jasmine & Rose
      I always have baby powder, i use it on my face, neck, or as body talc, and when i got itch / rash.

  8. Banana Boat Ultra Protect Faces Sunscreen Lotion SPF 50 PA++++
      My daily face sunscreen. I use this everyday without absence for years.

  9. Pigeon Facial Foam
      I pick this because it suits all skin types. It's a very mild facial foam.

10. Nivea Refreshing Cleansing Milk
      My favorite cleansing milk, that got discontinued. Or maybe just got renewed formula as the make up clear cleansing milk?? I don't know. I think i must try the make up clear cleansing milk, hope that they're same product or even better.

That's some products that i finished. See you next time..

March 2018 Haul

Straight to the haul,

1.   Nu Face Prominent Essence Facial Mask
      I got 2 Korean sheet masks. Bee Venom for firming / hydrating and Gold Cocoon for brightening / skin balancing. I got this at Guardian for IDR 24.500 /2 pcs or about USD 1.79 /2pcs. 

2.   Maybelline Instant Age Rewind Concealer

      I always have dark circle and eyebag. I read and hear that this product is really good. And i running low on concealer at the moment. And it is REALLY GOOD. I already used it, as you can see in the picture that the sponge applicator is dirty. I got this for IDR 119.000 or about USD 8.65.

3.   The Saem 99% Jeju Fresh Aloe Soothing Gel

      Aloe gel is very happening last year. But i couldn't find the Nature Republic one, but i think The Saem also make a very good one. I got this for IDR 109.000 or about USD 7.92.

4.   Guardian Shower Gel - Lavender

      I love lavender scent. I got this for IDR 71.900 or USD 5.23 for both of them. Such a good deal.

5.   Banana Boat Face Sunscreen SPF 50 PA++++
      My daily face sunscreen. I got this for IDR 142.100 or about USD 10.33.

6.   Maybelline So Nude by Color Sensational NU33S

      Just a nude lipstick. I got this for IDR 41.000 or about USD 2.98.

7.   Catrice Nail Lacquer

      I got 2 color. The black one is in 06 Noir Vert, the other one is in 51 I'm so aNude Nail Beautifier. I got this for IDR 19.000 or about USD 1.38 each.

That's it for this post. See ya  =)

Just a Piece of Mind

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1.  First thing first I'm a say all the words inside my head. I'm fired up and tired of what the things have been
2.  Second thing second don't you tell me what you think that i can be. I'm the one at the sail. I'm the master of my sea

Imagine Dragons - Believer

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        Is life fun? Is life exciting? Why do we exist? Why we don't have the life that we wanted? Why we can't decide what we gonna do with our life? Can we just stop listen to what other people said? What is your life purpose?

        A lot of things scrambled in my head. I will share some my point of view as an adult woman with biological expiration date. That thing made by society and culture based on where i currently live. There are some people that believe breeding is their main life purpose, the only life goal. Yes, everyone have their own purposes about life. And that's okay, but you do you and i do mine.
        If life isn't enjoyable, why would you make another life? Do you want your kid to live miserably? When i see married couple without any kids, i am really okay with that. But a lot of people here will see their life as very miserable, very pathetic. In my opinion, if you just want kids, actually you don't have to be marriage to have one. There's a lot of babies thrown away, killed, and many more in orphanage. But in here, most people married in purpose to have kids.
        Why a lot of people think like that?? There is a proverb said, that a lot of kids will get you a lot of fortune. Well, maybe the proverb is valid back then. But now?? Err... I don't think so. Some people having kid as an investment. The kid have to return the favor for being raised after they grown up. They have to take care of their parents when they get old. Some others have just because of the cutesy. Maybe another one have due to the pressure from family, society, and culture; some even have beyond logic reasons (in my opinion).
        If you married but don't have any kid, then it is THE END OF THE WORLD. This is a giant disaster, YOUR LIFE IS END, there's NO FUTURE for you. Like 'Man, you need to toss her away. She's useless. A woman that can't produce kid is have no value at all'. Some will divorce because they believe that their partner cannot give any kid. And get another partner for marriage, that they hope is more fertile than the one before.
        As a married woman for some years and still didn't produce any kid. Almost every person that i met feel pity for me because of that. Heard every person lectures here and there, the tips and tricks, etc. There are a few that do ask, and really understanding. Though some start the lectures right away. I know that some of them have good intentions. But it's not the end of the world, my life isn't miserable because of that. It is my decision for my own life. I have my own considerations about why i am not having kid yet. The considerations that they don't know. Even some people will think it unacceptable.
        Actually i don't like kids, children, toddler, whatever. It's known as evil and against nature. I'm not that excited for having kid. But if i am going to have one, i want to prepare the best for my kid. Realizing that my kid is not an investment, or for cutesy, or come because of pressure from others, or deadline of my biological expiration date. I want to be fully ready and prepared. I hope that my kid will have a nice world to live in. Also being a parent is a gigantic commitment and responsibility, so the world will get a good human being. A kid never ask for a life. But once they had, they have to struggle to survive no matter what.

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The sun goes down and it comes back up

The world, it turns no matter what

Steve Aoki - Just Hold On

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That's some of my tangled thoughts.
Now let's listen to some of very good music below..

Review - Maybelline Color Show Nail Polish no 002 Pinkalicious

Hi everyone..!!

So, after neglecting my nail quite a while..

I decide to give them some love and make them look beautiful..

I really LOVE pink nail polish..

And today the choosen one is this Maybelline Color Show Nail Polish in 002 Pinkalicious..

It's quite small and handy..

The swatch on my nails..

The finish is quite metallic, i'm surprised that it look a little bit pale when applied..

Note : I only applied one coat.. and i didn't use any topcoat..

Here's the closer look..

A blue based pale pink with metallic finish..

So far this nail polish stay 3 days before chipping..

And i do household work, like dishes, and some laundry by hand..

So i think it's pretty good..

I got this for IDR 30.000 or about USD 2.28